That Noise

I heard a noise the other night while I was at home; that sounded so familiar. It hit me so hard that it stuck with me that next day as I went to work wondering where it came from. I thought about it for a long time; so hard that my head could have explode. Frustrated, I drove home soon after my work was done. I sat in my chair and just pondered on that sound which caught my attention. No TV., no radio, no cell phone; nothing to disrupt my thinking....

(Thinking)....

That noise...

That strange noise....

All I could think about where did it come from. Where was I when I heard it, what was I doing....

(Thinking).....

I was sitting here in this chair matter of fact I was sitting just like this balled up; sitting here thinking. I was thinking for a long time. I was thinking about my life; how I try to be the best I could be but I can't. I was thinking of my family; how they are suffering cause of me. I was thinking of my job; how everyone there despise me and looks down on me. My friends; how they betray me and stab me in my back. Thinking about me; how sorry I was.... What else could there be. (:- ( a soft cry is heard)... I hear it. I couldn't understand it but I hear it. It kept going on and on. This noise as louder as it got; sounds like pain. Sounds like a wounded animal why is it hurting. What causing this sorrow... Where is it coming from; Who is making this noise?!!!


(As The Crying Got Louder)


Who is it that's hurting so bad and why?
Slowly I walk to my bedroom drying off my face. I realize how wet my face was when I saw tears dripping from my hand. As I sat on my bed I thought to myself; who ever that was crying really needed to cry and let that out. So much pain within those tears would cause a breakdown. I start to lay down and cover myself in my blanket tightly. One question was stuck with me. So who was it built with so much pain that his tears over flowed and slowly curved down his face? I close my eyes cuz I didn't won't to see myself say it. I bit my tongue hoping that I could keep myself from letting it out. Soon after I gave in. I was tired of holding it in. I briskly opened my mouth and gently whispered my answer to this question that's been drilling into my mind.....




me.....

Sir. Dzy

The Missing Side of Me

I did it...

I finally have her...The one I searched for this whole time. The angel I longed for my entire life. She truly was.

"The Missing Side Of Me."

For years I wondered who was it out there that was meant for me. The one who could understand my needs. Who felt what I felt, that knows how to comfort me. The one who would pick me up when I'm down; instead of provoking me.

I needed that person cause were I was going in life I wanted to share it with someone special. The one who deserved my love and affection. The one who was made just right for me. The one I'm destined to be with.

"It was when I saw her; she took my breath away. It was when she touched me; she made my body feel relaxed covered with goose bumps. It was when she spoke, the only echo that I could hear was her own voice that channeled through my ears. It was when I felt her kiss....

That made my future meet my present, my present met my past, and my past met my future that cause time just to stop. That makes me realizing that I was no longer in the earthly realm cause were I was eternity existed.

She was the one, she is the one, and she will be the only one for me.

I found it...

What's keeping this gap from closing. What was creating a barricade between me and love. My key to forever.

She knew...

She knew what she was here for. She knew her purpose. She knew that out there's a real man waiting on her. She knew... She knew without a shadow of a doubt that our souls were meant to be jointed together in holy matrimony. Most of all she knew just as well as I did that she was my other half.

I found her... My star, my angel, my world, my life."

The Missing Side Of Me

Sir. Dzy

(Feedback)

Everybody Else

Hey man there's a party at my friend's house tonight is it alright for you to go? Everybody else is goin to be there. Its friday night you know.

Dzy what's good? How's the party bro? I got that stuff in my bag that will make your eyes low. Hey man if Jeff gets high everybody else is gettin blowed.

Here have a drink with me sweet thing. Everybody else is doin it minus well do the same. Oh! Its alright; you can smoke and drink and still be cool look at everybody else.

Baby don't worry I understand its your first time; look at me and everybody else. Seems as we do this all the times. Just relax put your mind on me everybody else is havin a good time so let it be.

Yeah!! Let's keep this party goin let's go for a drive. Say what, huh, who cares everybody else got in there rides. Don't worry Dzy I'll take it light. I'll keep my eyes open I won't lose sight. I'm just having a good time just like everybody else. Yeah let's Go!!!!!

And that's exactly what he did. He got crazy and went wild just as well as everybody else did. Driving through the streets over shadow by the night. Doing stunts and tricks while drunk on a bike. Came across a curve that his headlight didn't let be seen. Flying through the air; then hit a tree; there's go his head with a jacked up spleen.

Now at the hospital were we see him lay. He stay there for a couple of days. Family debating on weather they should pull the plug and let him have a chance with the lord. Because of there insurance it couldn't pay no more. He lived a good life that's what everybody else said. But they would never know the things he privately did. I wish that he had one last chance to react some things he lived. Like forgetting about everybody else and what they did. He was my good friend but one with a hard head. I still remember when everybody else was crying when I told them he was dead.

That whole tragedy gave me an over view of my life and the things I didn't let be. It makes me proud to say everybody else suffered but me.

Dzy

Just For Me.

I can't tell you how long its been since the last time I was really happy. From losing everything from apartments, cars, money, even my own life to being just left out. Cause me to depart from this world far beyond space. Lost in time just floating around with nothing to grab hold to. Watching the days go by like paper being blown by the wind. Cloudy skies due to the sun that ran away. No rain or storm just dry air that cause skin to stick like glue. Life stood still like an artifact that does no more than collecting dust. Its was when I heard it. Words were translated and sounds were created to record and keep record of the feelings that were felt. My eyes sent signal to my brain which my brain sent signals back to my eyes telling them not to close or you will lose the sight that was given. My heart beats a slow melody set by scales that grew on my skin. It was the best moment of that day that started my new life. Touch down on earth Mr. Smith. This life is bless to be rebirth. Its my life given back from the creator. A life is all I wanted and in it I wanted to be happy. Finally something that belonged to me finally happen to me just for me.


Dzy